overwhelmed with emotions today... you can't please all of the people all of the time, that is something I seem to be experiencing lately. Trying to rationalise and understand why some people seem just to want to take and take and leave you so drained. I try to be a generous and giving person, but when just one thing goes wrong, it is amazing how people turn. I am certainly seeing who is a true friend and who is not - but it hurts - as I myself am always very open and honest - I don't like being used.

first feeling

Feeling good! Woo hoo... finally getting things started. A place for me to tell the world what i feel. Sometimes it might be feel good, other times it might feel like I'm on a soapbox... but guess what? I like that feeling - so for me it's a win win!